2022 Wrapped

Hi I'm going to tell you the story of the year that changed me, made my life tougher and gave me a view of life that ı never realized ı had. Start of the year, ı did lost my job, didn't know what to do exactly. Had a stress relief because ı realized after ı did lost my job ı have a life. Because I was working 06.30 a.m to 08.00 p.m and was really tiring to manage. I decided to not to do a job that stressful which is ironic in my situation because I'm a lawyer. Most of the things I do is stressful from ıts nature. After that I gave myself to state exams and also really dived into the crpyto. I didn't know more than Metamask that time and I learned so much different things and features in the process. Did so much and got so little, near the June ı was broke and hopeless about it all. Then something happened from the March, a project got listed and suddenly ı had some money in my pocket. So after that ı got state exams on my sight, which was worse than ı feared. I lost weight, got stressful so many days. Couldn't sleep, couldn't study, started smoking. My mindstate was worse than ever. Especially ı never got in a situation like that before. I did take the exams before but this time ıt was different. I had to have a job, something that ı can rely on to build my future. That pressure nearly crashed me but ı managed somehow and after the exam ı was empty. I was looking forward to learn more about crypto, more about programming but the exam got cancelled due to some security reasons. I was in the void again. Got no motivation to go forward. The exam was postponed 1 month. I couldn't, didn't want to study more. So the days passed. I knew ı was gonna regret or feel bad about it but I couldn't do it. I took the exam. Didn't go the way ı wanted it. Got another glimpse of hope yet a dimly lit. Then I started to search new jobs. I tried, sent many resumee's and got another job. Started with haste and stress, due to many files and the lack of lawyers ı got back to smoking sadly, days passed with stress. Met new people. And time passed with a blink of an eye. I was waiting for the new year, economical conditions became worse than last year and again year started and I lost my job. But this time I'm not despair, I won't work something that costs my health and sanity, I won't waste my time to ruin myself. I will improve myself and got a place that I deserve. I will be in a good mood, because I'm done living this stressful, boring life cycle. I will reach pursue my dreams, even ıt's hard to get it ı won't stop because I know this is the thing that will be worth of all the trouble.